cant take that away from me :)

change!

2007-11-21T18:04:00.000+08:00

http://cookieskillyou.livejoural.com

special thanks to jasmine who gave this name to my neopets account! lol.

coup de grace

2007-11-02T22:58:00.000+08:00

now all you wanna do,
is to go all the way back
to where you had been,
& off the beaten tracks.
to where you reach a place of love and euphoria.

2007-09-29T12:18:00.000+08:00

prelims are over and we've all gotten back our results. some deserved them, some did not. i guess i deserved it (:
oh man, i'll be going china the next moring after grad night which means that i wont b able to attend Amirul's party and choir camp :(

please don't change, please don't break
cuz the only thing that seems to work at all is you
please don't change, at all from me
to you, and you to me

funny familiar forgotten feelings

2007-09-05T23:10:00.000+08:00

Last night quietly he walked through my mind
As I lay searching for sleep
His arms reached out he whispered my name
As he brushed a tear from my cheek.

And then those funny familiar forgotten feelings
Started walkin' all over my mind
It's sad, so sad to watch love go bad
But a true love would not have gone wrong.

I'm just thankful for the good times we've had
For without them I could not go on
With all those funny familiar forgotten feelings
Start walking all over my mind.

I must go on, be strong
Though a million teardrops may fall
Before those funny familiar forgotten feelings
Stopped walkin' all over my mind...

to a friend

2007-09-04T19:16:00.000+08:00

to a friend i used to cherish,
to a friend i used to adore,
to a friend i used to love.

you look at me w such affection,
you look at me like u wna say something to me.
you look at me w such perfection,
you look at me like u wna simple smile.

whenever i look into ur eyes,
i cant help but feel the pain.
whenever i look into ur eyes,
i cant help but regret.

i don't know what has come between us,
i don't know how come it happened.
i close my eyes and see ur tears,
i close my eyes and sense ur fear.

dear friend, how are you?
i miss you.

i still cherish you,
i still adore you,
i still love you.

RECENTLY.
i rejected Meridan JC [i hv no idea why]
i am i the midst of prelims
my family friend has just passed away ytd.
ive been gg to the airport to study
i'm working hard to prelims :D

2007-07-21T21:14:00.000+08:00

Lord, please save my pretty friend lying in that bed.
:( life's so unpredictable. cherish it.

(:

2007-07-03T21:07:00.000+08:00

i think i have loved You for the longest time :D

this is part of the lyrics that came from a song shixuan sent me when i was in sec1. haha.

oh man

2007-06-26T20:06:00.000+08:00

wayne foo sth sth does not wna leak out anything! more butterflies are starting to flutter round, in my tummy! =x

vj auditions

2007-06-23T20:07:00.000+08:00

went to vj for auditions today.. nth much to say. just that i keep staring at my phone now.. hoping someone would call me. ohgee. i've never felt this way bfor =x

dsa

2007-06-14T14:19:00.000+08:00

the filling in of DSA forms aint as easy as expected :D

<3

2007-06-01T20:55:00.000+08:00

That I'm thankful for the blessings
And the lessons that I've learnt with you by my side
That I'm thankful, so thankful for the love
That you keep bringing in my life
Thankful, so thankful

You know my thoughts
Before I open up my mouth and try to speak
You know my dreams
Must be listenin' when I'm talkin' in my sleep
I hope you know I love havin' you around me
Don't you know

2007-05-30T21:17:00.000+08:00

jillene, cheryl koh & i went high today. like rly high. we kept laughing & laughing & laughing. i had fun today, shopping :D thanks. i must thank donna for her cuppie cake too!
okay, now fun's over and ive gotta type a testimonial for myself -.- how dumb. it's for DSA.. then ive gotta let mdm goo & mr Kwei read, then sign it. sheesh. how am i supposed to do it man..

so when i'm gone,
jst carry on.

tags.

2007-05-27T13:00:00.000+08:00

hello everyone! havent been online for a long time as ive been busyy! haha. with choir performance last thursday for Meridian JC choir and friday night, chinese tuition. morning had choir. sat had choir in the morning too, then music.

Mong: heyhey. thanks!
Jenn: jenn jenn dear..
Amiril: thanks chairman. i rly hope so too man.
SX: hello shixuan! :D hurry come back for choir practises.
kenneth: you! pui ka poh! :D thankyou! all the best to you for Chinese Os tmr. you can do it! :D

i'm gg to church today.

2007-05-18T22:19:00.000+08:00

back from chinese tuition. chinese Os are so near =x
TKchoir got best secondary school choir! :D
2nd when sec and jcs combined. that's cos VJ exists :D hope i'll be able to make it thr in the near future. if not acjc :)

just so you'd know,
i tried my best to let go.

shahdan!

2007-05-17T20:30:00.000+08:00

we'll work hard shahdan! :D this is just one of the insane things we do in class. not forgetting the farting sounds we do TGT w the action of farting. i'll take a shot of you the next time u do it! watch out! :D
ps, cheer up friend :)

ugh

2007-05-14T21:56:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling emo now and i'm trying so hard not to let it control me. ppl arnd me are falling, falling so hard. tried to help, but ended up in despair.
i've lost myself in the midst of all the stress and the whatever nots. i've strayed from that One way. i was at my buddy's place today, and i felt loved. at least someone cared. the stupidest thing was that.. i actually neglected my Bestfriend, knowing that He cares the most. when i cried, when i was crushed, He was always thr for me, smiling, loving me. He was just that phone call away. when i was delighted, He celebrated with me.
hack the freak results ive got. it's not Os anyway. thankyou for giving me this horrendous results. i'll pick myself up from here. [:

Humbly now,
Lord i surrender.

2007-05-07T20:11:00.000+08:00

meet boonsak. Aviva's champion this year (: he gave my dad this shirt, but it's too small for him. SO! wahaha. i get to wear it :D will talk more abt him after exams. lol.

:(

2007-05-06T20:05:00.000+08:00

i was wong, so very wrong.
without You, Jesus, i'm nothing.

zzzz.

2007-05-03T13:55:00.001+08:00

all things gotta come to an end.
and it ends like this.

zzz

2007-05-02T20:57:00.000+08:00

'i dont wna study!! my brain.. it's all the info it can hold la. ugh' that's how bad my angmoh is when my brain isnt functioning properly =x
'huh... lol... then dun study lor' that was the reply i got. Zzz.

xxx

2007-04-28T20:22:00.000+08:00

All these precious moments,
With you by my side.
Must be a gift from heaven,
That's holding me all night.

I don't know how I've found you,
I'm thankful,
That I have a love so true,
To hold, to keep to share.
In my heart,
I can no longer hold inside,
All of the love I used to hide.
I'll always be with you,
Until the very end.

In this world,
There is no place i'd rather be
You are my life,
My soul, my boy.
And through it all,
I know you'll come to see
That you're the one till the end

All my friends around me,
Say you'll be gone too soon.
Baby i'm gna make them see
We've found our way back home

lalals

2007-04-27T21:44:00.000+08:00

today has been alright! english papers were alright, just that i dint rly like the compre. hurhur. after school, i studied history elective and fell asleep studying -.- help mdm Mariam! (: at night, went for chinese tuition and now i'm home. i'm gna study! i'm gna do, well (:

I just want to see you
When you're all alone
I just want to catch you if I can
I just want to be there
When the morning light explodes
On your face it radiates
I can't escape
I love you 'till the end

meet sara

2007-04-26T20:17:00.000+08:00

this is Sara Lee cake.

and this is one of the crazy things she does.
yep, that's the same sara you're looking at, trying to help throw a soccer ball over the school fence for soccer guys to play. oh gee lahh! i was laughing my head off after music elec.. we went there after school till 6.30 like that to complete our composing.

midyrs start tmr. in a few hours time. oh gee. i'm gna call andrea now for a chat. (:

(:

2007-04-25T20:06:00.000+08:00

this is a bit outdated as i just got my labtop back. dad wanted to install stuff in it. hurhur. on monday, we had chem practical test, and physics test.
meet jiamin.

'how did you know u burnt your hair?!!!??!!'
'oh, i smelt something burning..' -.-
jiamin! how cute can u get! haha.

tuesday, i had an ok day. went to school after recess so that i could do my music elec hw due today. after school had pure geog and ss test =p so many tests. ugh. slept at one plus cos i was studying and..

today! had a hangover. hahaha. not THAT hangover, unlike Gary. he stood infront of me during flag raising today. we were both dozing off. PE woke me up when i had to play GK during netball, when i got banged by sky and someone threw the ball an hit my leg. lol. after that donni came and decided to play basketball with the other girls. it was fun. we ran, laughed, screamed. ok, count me out for screaming. haha. i was playing with the lala-gang. (:
now, meet shahdan!

'cher!! Alex is using her handphone!!' shahdan.
that's what he was trying to day. haha. he misses cheryl. awww.

after school, went str to tkg for music elec mid-yr exam. wahseh! it was terribly difficult. Zzz.. let's not talk abt it. after MEP, i received a msg from hongyong that he was at tkg guardhouse. omg, when i went down, not only did i see him, i saw mingyan and luqman there too. three guys at the enterance of tkg, sitting down by the pavement. 0ookay. took a bus to parkway w sara to eat at macs. luqman went to bedok. hmmm. met imee, weiru and abby thr. AND jj, nigel, sandy and clayton(he apparently knows me, but i dunno him. haha.) so that was my day. i'm back at my desk now, having a headache. think i'm gna study a bit, then go Zzz le (:

ohyah, Chengwei got me to watch this lame clip on youtube.
part of it states:
'no grass on the busy road,
no hair on the clever head!'

goodnight world! :D
& i love you steph.

2007-04-22T19:36:00.000+08:00

thankyou for this love <3

miss you

2007-04-20T22:18:00.000+08:00

i figured out there's no pt uploading many many pics of tkchoir as they're all up on Amirul's blog. however, i like three pics and they mean a lot to me :D

here's my fellow student conductor mate :D i love you to bits dear. thanks for those wonderful times.

here's my section. sopranos. sorry for the times i flared up at all of you. and thankyou for forgiving me every time. it sounds zzz.. but i rly mean it girls! oh wait, and guysss.

here's a toast to tkchoir who has done it w/o misswang. haha. NOOO. she was behind us all the way. thankyou miss wang! :D and yarhh, weijie for encouraging and scolding the choir =x lol. and mingyan who looks after his fellow basses, omg. lol. steph, need i say more.. (: i love you steph!

i'm off to study ss now for the test tmr. ugh.

(:

2007-04-19T22:30:00.000+08:00

it just occured to me that the person sitting beside me in class is a water polo national player from sg :D
the one and only, Shahdan Arif!
yeah, i told him i was gna post this. lol.

we did it

2007-04-18T22:04:00.000+08:00

tkchoir, GOLD WITH HONOURS.

amirul

2007-04-17T10:48:00.000+08:00

that's chairman amirul & i taken during secONE. i was a lil stunned when i was looking thru my pictures in my comp and then i saw this one. he was still wearing short pants then and i had to bend down to meet his height. nono, i'm not being mean. what i'm saying is that he has grown taller! he's 1 or 2 cm taller than me now! :)we've been thru the tough times, when the choir was.. down, and happie times, when the choir was up. not to forget those little quarrels we had here and thr. =x
SYF'S TOMORROW!
am i freaking out? yessss. after months of practise, it's all down to tmrw whether the choir does well. oh gee. but everything's gna go well, i believe it. msging jj now. his performance is over, waiting for results now.

here's part of the tkchoir family :D mainly seniors.

here's tkchoir in malacca.

i'm having diarrhoea. doc says i'm dehydrated =x hoho, that's why i'm nt in school today either. lessons, i bet i missed quite a lot cos i wont be in school tmr either. i'm off to take a bath now then study and do A math hw. :D

dang ni

2007-04-16T12:19:00.000+08:00

i went to school today and came back str after assembly. had a bad headache and yeahh.. diarrhoea. came home, slept till now. i'll be gg to school to take chem& physics test l8r, followed by choir sectionals. it's like a no choice but to go thing. cheryl tan's sick too. ah girl, pls takkare :D msged a few ppl when i was half asleep. ppl like hongyong, fel, jie, yan, luqman, cheryl lim. i'm gna start studying chem cos i dint exactly bring my book back from school to study during the weekend.

sometimes, i rly wonder what's gg thru ur mind..
when i went thru my phone gallery and then saw your pic.. the feeling sucked.

<3

2007-04-12T19:07:00.000+08:00

i dunno what i'm feeling, and i dunno what am i supposed to be feeling. no, i'm not suffering from depression. it's just stress. overwhelming stress. nicole, cheryl and i broke down today. gee was it a bad day. talk abt the the weather. hurhur. that pang of melancholy. am i sad now? nope ive gotten over it, thanks to many ppl :D i'm off to study for mid-yrs alr.

it's all over now,
nothing left to say.
just my tears,
and the orchestra play.

thankyou

2007-04-10T20:46:00.000+08:00

ive just got too many people to thank for yesterday. went to vivo at night w my family :D

rekindled<33

thanks.

2007-04-09T21:44:00.000+08:00

sweet sixteen :D
i'll blog abt it tmr. just got home and ive got tests to study for tmr!

:D

2007-04-07T20:27:00.000+08:00

there was chem this morning. fortunately i was not late :D after chem, was supposed to sit for the long overdue puregeog test but i skipped it for sectionals. if mrs poh sees this i'm so dead. haha. she told me to find her summore. oh well. sectionals was quite emo, hor cheryl & istillah? (:
then had choir with foong. it was ok luh. better than the last practise we had w him, duh. dint sing again, for 3 practises in a row. oh my goodness. i wna sing! i miss singing. my voce is on it's road to recovery. let's hope it'll be alright by tmr. the thing is that i dint sing until i got sore throat.only singers who do not have techniques get that. *smirks! it was spread by someone! oh gee, dont u just feel guilty! *winks.
took mr foong's car with weijie & mingyan to siglup south cc today. i said hello to cheryl's leon from VS today! lol. he was so shocked. stunn-ded! :) i shall nt go into details, l8r cheryl kill me! haha. :D
oh yah, sorry couldnt meet you today, luqman! seeya on monday! dont be emo alr luh, silly boy!
after choir, took a cab down to church w sandy & fiona. luckily we were not late. today's service was great luh. after service, biondi did his first duty for birthday coordination! it was good bd! thanks. received a necklace from the team, i'm wearing it now. haa. bd got me a chocolate cake! oh gosh. hope my throat doesnt get worse! haha. :D after service went home. [yeah, i'm not home now]
i'm at NSRCC, national servicemen resort something something. haha. i'm smart to bring my laptop along to keep me company.
ive got math tuition tmr morning. most prob gg out after that. :)

thanks for the love today

yan

2007-04-04T21:03:00.000+08:00

hey there, friend!
it's alright! everything's over luh. thankyou for today. it was a great day though it was filled with so many emotions. from high to low to high. we've been thru too much, way too much to let go of this friendship.
i still wna see those 'peace!' sign u always show me whenever i walk pass your class. i still wna see ur emo face whenever you're stoning. i still wna make u freak out when i pretend to touch ur hair. i still wna have late night talks with you. i still wna cry to you :] i wna shop w you and choose nice clothes, then give the 'thumbs-up!' sign when youve tried them on :D
dont blame youself for what has happened cos none of us wanted it to turn out like this. thankyou revealing your true self today. i'd rather this happen now than later when more hurt will be felt. we'll still be the best of friends, that i know.

will i be there when you call me in the middle of the night
will i keep the rain from falling down into your eyes
i promise, i promise,
i promise i will.

so yewsterday

2007-04-04T20:13:00.000+08:00

so yesterday, so yesterday.
havent you heard that i'm gna be okayye.

my

2007-04-03T21:01:00.000+08:00

tmr will mark the one week :D

:(

2007-03-31T19:39:00.000+08:00

bad sore throat luh! D: had physics lecture this morning, then followed by choir. after that, went out w parents to suntec. was supposed to go to church, but got the timing wrong. hopefully mom will allow me to go tmr! :)) bought two tops and a skirt from fox. dad laughed when he saw me in the skirt. eh dad! i wear a skirt to school everyday! :D
tonight..
i'm gna study hard! (:

it doesnt matter, cos i've got You.

tuition

2007-03-30T22:18:00.000+08:00

stood beside amirul for SATB formation today. so fun :) and i had chinese tuition just now, met a new friend and i dont even know her name =x she's from MGS and she's nice :D

:D

2007-03-29T22:04:00.000+08:00

cheryl and i dared each other to go into the guys toilet today.
and we did it!

:( :))

2007-03-27T20:34:00.000+08:00

my whole day was sucky, until i got back my piano practical results for grade8. i passed, with 117/150. 3 marks away from merit.

2007-03-20T21:32:00.000+08:00

Nicole Ng, you are loved <3

geog without miss Yap today was rly no fun lah :(

:D

2007-03-19T21:06:00.000+08:00

my phone's at nokia service centre again. poof. dad's getting me E65 soon, and hopefully that phone does not hand that often! haha.

first day of school.
it was raining and mom sent me to school :D first period was ft contact time and te principal came to 4H. DJIE! how cool is that. yadayadayada. i will not go into details. lessons went smoothly. i dint have my physics practical book cos it was in the COE room, and so was my history elec. after school, went w yan to get it. glenn, if you're reading this, your key is with him! haha. after school, had chem test and physics prac test. chem test: endothermic & exothermic. SIAN. all messed up alr! lol. was supposed to go down to church after those test, however my right eye was giving me BIG problems, it was RED. =x man accompanied me to take 33 and i alighted at my stop. thanks:D came home and took off my contacts IMMEDIATELY. one hour later... i found an eyelash in my eye, together with this looonnnnggg thread like eye-mucus [as i would call it] =C that was the cause! my right eye still hurts at this very moment. rly hope it'll be fine by tmr!

i'm off to do my social studies hw liao! :D there's piano tmr, jiayou alex! :]

hols

2007-03-16T17:23:00.000+08:00

yesterday
TKchoir gave their best i can say! :D i felt superbly good after singing bin-na-ma! though i screwed up the bells part for kerraban sape. no one in the audience knew i suppose, i reacted all calm! lols.it was the best performance that we ever gave. and in time to come, we'll give even better performances, hor steph? :D

today
had choir at siglup south cc. when i reached there.. i received an sms from jj, saying that TKchoir's vice-chairman is cute =x the thing i replied him was 'are you sure? he's so tall how to be cute!' haha. cherie, paiseh ah. someone say weijie cute sia. first time! :D then it was practise. we gave or best again and mr kwei was happie :))
after choir, went parkway w steph, asheem, syaq, cheryl L, istillah and tenghui. asheem was rly sick, so by the time we got there, he took a cab home. istillah went with her friend and it was left with 4 gals and a guy. after our meal, syaq and steph left. then cheryl, tenghui n i shopped a while. cheryl had to go back to do her Amath hw forced by her dad and tenghui and i was left. there was this comoyono compongoyo yocococomo :D we sang and sang and sang! bought a nike shirt there then i took a cab home. tenghui was left all alone! aww. i slept str away when i got home. now i'm awake, gna take a bath soon and hang my laundry :D there's chinese tuition tonight!

'Your brain is like a computer. it's how u excecute the information on that day. it's like how u open a file in the computer containing all the correct information. and when you click on the file containing virus.. :D' Mr kwei gives his signature grin! oh, how we love you Mr Kwei! :D

:D

2007-03-14T22:19:00.000+08:00

it was tiring last night! i was so tired i slept till 12 plus this afternoon, and slept at 3 again till 6 =x for tuition. did locus again. wah, i think it's fun now. lol. there's choir tmr, 12.45pm. i'm gna take a nice bath then do Amath hw and find my Emath locus ws to do! lol.

God is a man that's all around us, that makes love <3
i was reading a book and this was quoted from a 9 yr old girl.

today

2007-03-13T15:15:00.000+08:00

went out with ivan this late morning to bedok to makan and got coloured contacts for mom. after that, came back to do Amath hw, for tuition. i went thru school Amath work.. and i decided not to do it today. they're all on trigo. i'll leave it to do tmr, after i come back from oral lessons with Lian :D 8 in the morning. how sick is that. haa.
i'm gg offline soon to pract piano before going for lessons at 5.30. i'm finishing at arnd 7. stephanie leng's gna meet me at victor doggett then we'll head down to ecp to blade with the double Js and hopefully mom can fetch us thr :D
byebye.

:D

2007-03-12T15:35:00.000+08:00

i just went blog hopping and saw this song lyrics on liyu's blog. thought i'll kope it :D

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

oh wells, second day using my laptop. it's doing well. went to school for engish test today. grr. it was difficult. could not rly change words for summary. after that, went to canteen and cos i so hungry, timothy gave me food for the landers. there were some extra packets. sat and ate with luqman, ian & lenny koh. after that took a cab home as the weather was deadly. haha. after i got home, i wore my skates and went skating at the carpark. haiyoyo. i fell while doing the cross over while turning. the floor was too smooth lah! basket. well, the floor aint that bad, so it was alright. after that, went to swim. :D ive got to do tuition hw now on stationary pts. haha, it's fun. got tuition tonight from 8 to 10 plus. so sian! might come online again after that :D
weijie jst told me his braces are OFF. wonder how he looks like now! HOHO.

new stuff

2007-03-11T21:04:00.000+08:00

yesterday
choir in the morning. went to siglup south cc. oh yeah, mym goo said that she was gna make those ppl who turn up at sscc late. and me, steph and mdm goo was late. HAHA. we had trouble trying to get a cab. after ch0ir, mom rushed me for theory exam. it was kinda.. easy. HAHA. so scared to say that, what if i fail. nah! i wont :D after theory exam, went to steph's hse. it was arnd 6 liao. got changed and took a cab to ecp. went skating!! was with JOdy, JOvy, JOey, JOshua and JOsiah. see the JO's? :) the first three are sisters. the last two are twins. steph and i. we skate from ecp to bedok jetty. wah. had loads of fun :D

today
went shopping with dad. bought the following.
acer laptop cos my dad said it wasnt worth getting an ex one. instead i get to get a new one soon as.. so that mine wont be out dated. however u phrase it lah k. haha!
roxy bag
K2 chio skates
ripcurl shirt.
it was shiok lah. spent close to $3000.

cant you feel my heart beat fast
i want this to last..

emoness

2007-03-09T20:34:00.001+08:00

Cos when I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
When I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars

meet the parents

2007-03-09T19:44:00.000+08:00

meet the parents.
what can i say. mdm Mariam didnt say rly BAD stuff abt me lah. just said i've gotta focus in class and dont entertain those who are beside me. lol. what a way to phrase it! i wont go on. haha.
mom told yan looks like his bro =x he just blushed. lol.

there's choir tmr. exciting. then there's theory exam, then there's skating with theory ppl :D

ayee

2007-03-08T21:42:00.000+08:00

Joshua's freaking me out with the number of prac papers he has done for theory!
i'm talk to jiamin now. :D stay strong girl. we're always here for you!

just finished tuition with Liptong. haha. locus, fun :D
i found my wallet back today. went to bedok interchange to check if they had my wallet cos nthg seems to be progressing in school. so what do you know. i went into the info counter. then the guy told me to search for my name. there i saw 'Alexandria Seah, student. wallet- $78.05.' omg. i was SUPER HAPPIE! :D sorry everyone for the disrupt that time i lost my wallet.
something cool happened during chemistry today. i feel asleep and when i got up, i saw the word 'thankyou' on my wb!! wonder what was i dreaming of. and i hope Mr Tan does not read blogs. :D
cheryl lim and i now have a fetish for a particular genre of books from our school library. okay, do u call it a genre. haha, see. i'm a music elective student :D we went to the library before A math class and after A math class!

tmr, tmr is my theory exam. i need to study. ive got A math hw to do. ive gotta prac the bells part for kerraban sape. it's our choir song. and ive gotta catch up on my sleep too!

Until i learn
A truth more pure,
Within is where
True beauty does endure.

momentum

2007-03-07T22:04:00.000+08:00

i was told by the double J's from my theory class nt to get the labtop. sigh! i dunno. haha. i'm concentrating on my theory exam this sat first, more impt. lol :D
i had music elect after school today. before that, brought sara to my hse. hmm. i forgot i dint have my hse key. i chiong-ed up to ivan's hse to take a bath cos i felt super stick after my 2.4km run/walk :D borrowed his shirt. then took a cab to tkg. wasnt late for the first time this year. wasnt late for the second half of the lesson either. what an achievement sara! :) after class, went for theory class, till 8 plus. what a tiring day lah! tmr's gna be a crazy day too. after school got either A or E math class. then come home for a bath and tuition starts at 6 for E math tuition. tmr's a MATH day lah.

`Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
`Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

lalalas

2007-03-06T19:51:00.000+08:00

today's quite an emo day for my class during geog lesson. ah. miss Yap, hope everything's alright with you. you know that we need you.
to andrea: you're a brave girl and you've been great! :D
ive got to get a new laptop SOON! and i'm eyeing on THIS.

gee. i wna get the green one i think. it's pretty. but the price oso pretty. $2499.
come to think of it. ive gotta get skates soon. mayb getting the seba one everyone is getting. :D
and then i gotta get a new phone. which i'm most prob changing this week! :D yeah i know my current phone's new. but it's horrible too! always hang and all. we'll see.
i'm off to do some hw now! :D

friends are still the easiest to communicate, easiest to relate to :D thankyou, friend!

:))

2007-03-05T21:02:00.001+08:00

today's a happie day.

wallet

2007-03-03T22:45:00.000+08:00

i lost my wallet, again. yesterday.
oh geez. i had no reaction when i found out i lost it. so all i did was smile and laugh at myself. haha.
jst came home from raffles town club. was having dinner there. celebrated the last day of CNY. i'll miss those red packets.

:D

2007-03-01T19:44:00.000+08:00

i havent updated for ages. ive been, too busy. haha :D let's do some quick updates.
i had my piano exam today and i'm sick, therefore i did not go to school :D
i skipped music elec ytd cos i felt sick but ended up at the sec1's choir practice anw, doing my A math hw with my 30% goodfriend helping me. HAH!
i'm sitting next to shahdan and justin koh now. teacher changed our places.to my loveable nicole, i'll miss you!! <33
my phone broke down, it was sent for repair and it's back now. i'm intending to change it again cos this phone's not very good. besides, after sending it for repair and they having to change my phone's hardware. ive got no dictionary in my phone now! =x haha. it keeps hanging too. gee. i'll think of a nice phone to get, soon :)
ive had loads of tests. some were good, some bad. oh ya, talking abt tests. ive been failling Emath BADLY, for every single test. so badly that mrs tan wants to see my parents. oh no. haha.
it has been a rainy day and grandma bought me a jacket from converse. heh. she does have good taste :)

let's talk abt choir. i want choir tmr, steph! steph, my beloved. thankyou for everything lah girl! i bet u many donkey years down the road, i'll still rmb vividly how the choir looks like with you standing beside me infront of the choir. the weird stares that we get. the sian look ppl give us. the 'gee! you're weird!!' look ppl give. the 'not another warm up/ time' look on the faces. haha. so many faces. i'll rmb them. and i'll definitely rmb how we lean towards each other to GOSSIP about them too! :D we've got our ways too kay, tkchoir? =P i'll rmb the way u knock me at the side with ur bum. haha! :D

and let's tell u what i did during the CNY. i was in thailand! haha. kohsamui. it's a great place. went snorkelling there. yeah. i was burnt. no long though. haha. my shoulder is peeling now. it's gross. heh. i had fun there swimming with so many fishes. they're just BEAUTIFUL lah (: was all the spit, tombolos, longshore drift. headlands and bays. HAHA. yes, i saw all that. fold mts too. it's great being a puregeog student! thankyou miss yap! :D the rides on the boats, or what do u call a thing that isnt a speed boat, nor a ferry. haha. a bigger than a speed boat but smaller than a ferry thing! :)) sat at the open air area and suntanned with chayut, while our fellow fmaily members were all either asleep or eating in the aircon area. haa. chayut's a thai playing for singapore badminton player and he's in Europe now. jiayou!

my parents are out having dinner with some friends now and here i am slacking. can lah. :D

Our dreams are young and we both know,
they'll take us where we want to go :)

overture

2007-02-13T20:50:00.000+08:00

i bet many of you dont know the overture in Romeo&Juliet is written by Tchaikovsky :D

love

2007-02-09T22:39:00.001+08:00

today's love goes all out to fanglynn, mong, sandy & our beloved chengwei :D

shahdan! takare k? :)

blog

2007-02-08T21:01:00.000+08:00

i was hesitating to blog or not to blog. so, u know my answer :) came home, got changed and went for a swim. first time this yr, considering the fact that my ppol is just 5 steps from my door. today's a slack day. or rather. it's a slack night. there's finally no test tmr. Amath test was a killer today lah. basket. after my A math paper, i went for english test. SHOOOSH. =x i misinterpreted the qn. yet, i still gotta say a big thankyou to nicole<3 then, i came home with steph, guoxi, luqman, shah, terrence. they're all so funny lah. we kept laughing and laughing at 33 bus stop. and missed 2 buses. i think :D
i ate salmon with mash potatoes for dinner and my mouth stinks now. ewww. nothing much to blog abt. there's choir tmr. but i guess i'll be missing most of it due to the release of the O level results. OH DJIE. i'm getting mine next yr. =x

life

2007-02-06T20:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY KENNETH CHAN :D
my emotions were HIGH and LOW today.
i had inline skating today. wahseh, my heart displaced a million times today lah. but overall, fun and enriching :)
during english, miss lian showed my situational writing to the class. this was not the main pt of the story. but, the fact that she said that this is the first time i've ever done something so good. ehh, when it's only 21/30 -.-
had geog test and lecture after school. oh gee. test was rly.. time management lah alex! i misinterpreted the first qn and i had to re-do it again. that killed a lot of time. oh well, i'll learn from my mistake.
then there was PIANO, that ended my day with a loud 'BANG!' not in a good way though. in a rly demoralising way. my piano teacher was totally discouraging today. she kept saying that i'll fail my piano exam on the 1st of march. and that i gotta be prepared to re-enter this exam in aug. she said that i better be prepared. dont cry this and that. dont depend on my luck like how i passed my grade 7 two years ago. ahhh. you just wait and see lah! :)

the love goes out to ian russell, luqman, anthony, cheryl lim, nicole & mingyan today.

(:

2007-02-01T22:36:00.000+08:00

i've got choir auditions tmr and mingyan's gna bring pesticides from his dad's company to kill the butterflies in my tummy for me :D

oh, but why!

2007-01-31T20:16:00.000+08:00

my alarm gave me a gigantic shock today when it woke me up. equals, i woke up with a shock- how cool is that. school was alright. i played basketball today. oh my djie! eugene. HAH. how was that 'HAIIIIIIYA!!' :) had the usual lessons. did situational writing for english, a math lecture, sex ed. nthg much. after school, came home str with cheryl. slacked arnd then went back to school to meet sara for music elective. how was it? i slept more than 20 times during one hr. which meant i was hardly paying attention. kept dozing off. second half of the lesson was great as usual, with miss ng.
met glenn on the way home and... how abt phrasing it in a nicer way glenn? he walked me home. oh yah! gotta thank him also, he sent me home in a cab on sunday night. oh, how sweet! i'm so loved by my juniors<3 oh, and i heard there'll be 18 sops this yr coming in! goodness! i'm gna have close to 50 sops. but, the more the merrier, hor, cheryl tan?- who's always seen holding EHEM's hand in class everytime i walk pass!

i'm sorry for ignoring you today. why am i feeling what i'm not supposed to feel. why isn't this feeling dying?

...

2007-01-30T22:25:00.000+08:00

there is a higher throne,
than all this worls has every known.
where faithful ones from every tongue
will one day come.

<3

2007-01-30T22:06:00.000+08:00

i dunno what's wrong with me. i'm still having butterflies in my tummy since last monday!

oh well, i took 3 tests today and i'm proud of myself. history elect, pure geog, and eng :D ive got music elect tmr and sara and i are gna talk, talk and talk. heh.

(:

2007-01-27T20:03:00.000+08:00

i've decided to forget everything that you've done in the past. we're good friends afterall.

sigh, there's vocal consort's concert tmr at the esplanade tmr, and the special someone isnt going.. HAHA. should i stay home to study for my physics instead? besides, ive bought the tickets. ah nvm, let's just study hard tonight :D seeya guys tmr.

(:

2007-01-26T20:46:00.000+08:00

i cnt believe what happened in the music room today.
you so rock Mr Kwei :D

wherever you will go

2007-01-25T20:47:00.000+08:00

if i could, then i would.
i'll go wherever you will go.
way up high,
or down low.
i'll go wherever you will go <3

thankyou for teaching me how to be short&sweet.
take care when you're away, seeya soon. :)

sigh

2007-01-24T22:02:00.000+08:00

i realise my posts are getting shorter and shorter :) but anyway, today has been a happie day for me to! with music elective. haha.

thankyou

2007-01-23T22:35:00.000+08:00

thankyou for everything Ming Rong. i'm feeling great now! :)

<3

2007-01-23T20:44:00.000+08:00

the world isn't prefect.
but i'm glad my world is :)

:(

2007-01-20T18:34:00.000+08:00

You catch me when i'm falling,
and You told me who i am.
I am Yours.

cheryl and i

2007-01-18T22:35:00.000+08:00

cheryl and i were high today.

tired!

2007-01-16T20:59:00.000+08:00

finally! i day without tests tmr :D however, i still got music elec at tkg till 6 plus. let's chiong sara!

my first pic w her.

2007-01-07T19:14:00.000+08:00

two very fair people :D

time to blog again

2007-01-05T23:33:00.000+08:00

perhaps it's time to blog again, before i get too stressed up with Os and not blog at all. haha. i just finished my theory homework for tomorrow's lesson. and tmr.. gotta meet in school at 11 for cca recruitment. oh wells. i hope i remember my shoes! :D
and sadly i wont be able to attend combined service tomorrow. oh djie lah! this is so not happening :( it's like the first service of the year! dangggg. i'll be praying hard. :D
lessons have officially started. oh man. i dunno how to put it, but i'm stressed now. right now. cheryl knows how i freak out every time a teacher walks into class! haha. and so does nicole. :D ahh. everything's alright alex. you can do it. :D
after school today, had auditions for the sec ones with mr kwei. funny stuff happened in the room, i shall not comment. HAHA. it was rly embarrassing. then there was this watch that rang and weijie had to crawl somewhat behind the piano to get the watch :)
i cannot think of anything else to talk about. or rather, there are so many things i wna talk about that i'm too lazy to type it all down. basically, i'm still loving my life. and i rly wna get to know the cute sec1s, like Mr Sunshine Jr :D yeap, that's his name. till the next time i post, take care everyone!

the season

2006-12-29T22:57:00.000+08:00

this is the chiong-ing hw season for me, or rather, us. :D

i will give my heart to you

2006-12-26T15:10:00.000+08:00

Christmas is over. i'm looking forward to a new year now. next year's gna be better. much better. not that this year aint. this year's great, next year's gna be GRATER. :) i love my life so much.
you know, this year, i've done many wrong things. from the smallest thing like screaming at my bro, to the BIGGEST thing like.. i shall not name it. :) haha. wat's impt is that i got over them with the help of Gabriel, Chiwen, Jenn, Fanglynn and more. and i thank God he put these people in my life to assist me. how blessed can one be. then again, i've done many right things! :D to set my heart on what's right and what's wrong. to learn how to let go of things, though they mean so much to me. though sometimes, i do think abt the past, i know and i know and i know that the future's gna be better. hor, Jesus? haha! :D
oh, and i think i should publically thank weijie for his concern :)

i will give my heart to you in everything i do. <33

amirul

2006-12-21T16:33:00.000+08:00

dear amirul,
everything's alright. (((((:

our lives are full of dreams, waiting to come true.
follow this highway of hope,
and see where it takes us to,
we can push.
the dark clouds are way reach for skies of blue.
further we'll be searching and soon we'll all be reaching so high,
and i'll be soaring with you.

my choir's chairman is STRONGGG.

huijun

2006-12-21T16:26:00.000+08:00

to my dearest huijun,
gosh, i'm so sorryyy! haha. i dint know it was you. but anyways, ive linked you! and haha, i'm glad i went blog hopping today and found yours! hohoho merry Christmas girl. btw, this post is dedicated to you, and only you!
junjun wo ai ni~

LOVELOVE;
lex.

TAGGGG

2006-12-20T13:35:00.000+08:00

Gabriel\ haha, a lil i guess :)
Jeslyn\ hello girl! it's vindicated91@hotmail.com i dunno what's ur hp no. haha.
Nicole\ heyhey! yep i did. u went thr too?
Cheryl\ here's the update WOMAN! :D
Sheryl\ yes! we're gg on a date soon.
Mong\ haha, lovely land? *looks around. :) can elaborate? haha.

hello everyone! i'm back. this is a rly late post. but anw, it's still a post! :) i was talking to andrea on the phone. haha, she's so CUTEEEE. enjoy yourself girl! dont freak out. alex is here to rescue youuu!
let's update a lil abt thailand. i learnt how to drive a car. i real one. hoho! i rode on a horse too. a white one. it's beautiful :) what else. i drank of coke there. i bought some stuff. not rly a lot though. it's more of a sight seeing and badminton trip. btw! i went to thailand, arrived at the airport, dint even step out of it, took a domestic flight to udonthani and then drove from udonthani to some mountain, and then to pattaya, finally, drove to the international airport again. no shopping at bandkok at all! hoho. what else abt thailand. i ate and slept a lot. missed a lot. and missed a lot, and missed a lot. :) okay lah. that's all abt thailand i suppose.

yesterday i had choir in school. heh. i rly miss everyone from choir after being bonded w them during the malacca trip. hor, astrid? =p cutest girl everrrr can! :D then there's all my beloved and precious juniors like jeslyn, sandy, nicole, junjun, liyu, hewkit. my precious secONE dears. heh, guys like glenn, chengwei, joshua, jie, yan, amirul. HOHO. anw, we did binnama. our secret weapon. no long secret now though. haha. mr foong. i'm starting to like him better. yeah, right, steph! =p it's a genuine statement btw. haha. had miss wang's farewell and so many pple dint turn up :( the video clip of me was rly funneh! haha. :D jianyong's one was crazy, so was lionel's. zhengjun. oh goshh! he had a rly hard time doing it! haha. :D weijie danced at the end of the clip. oh goodness. miss wang teared. oh gosh. i'll rly miss you miss wang! enough abt choir. haha.

today
had tuition on the morning. haha. finally! did variation. hmm. it's easy i suppose. i'm gna practise piano after ive taken my bath. hoho. will update some other dayy.

in thailand

2006-12-13T19:29:00.000+08:00

hihi! as i said i'm gna update in thailand. hoho. talking to Glenn on msn now. since you're complaining that your name's on my blog.. i shall tell everyone that u have a BIGGGG fat EGO! okay, he says he's not. okok, you're not! ahaha. (: Glenn, i miss choir! :( steph! i miss choir TOOO. alright. let's reply tags.

Him\ yes Amirul! :D gosh. i miss choir. i rly do! haha. i'm emphasizing the point people! (:
Lilian\ hey jie! sure. everyone's kinda bonded in choir now. juniors w seniors. haha. i miss you, pepper, flo, dorea, shu, roo, faith.. all the senoirs lehh!
Andrea\ i'm always, always here. no worries. anything just drop me a msg. lol. i miss spore! talk to you on the phone agn when i get back to spore. (:
Cheryl\ hello dear. haha. we're both away. see ya in choir SOON. happie finding that batam guy again! HOHO! dang funneh!
Kenneth\ mr chan! can dont so mushy?! hahaaa. i'll be back soon! just have to wait patiently. happie waiting!

done with the tags. i miss church. i miss the people, i miss the pastors, i miss the atmosphere. i miss the smell, i miss the everything! gosh. i just realise i keep missing everything in spore. i wna go back sooooooon.
oh and nicole! i dunno what's gotten into me, but i think abt u randomly! hoho. i'm not les btw. haha. alright. i'm gna play with friendster for a while first then go offline. will blog again when i get back to spore. gg to some mountain top tmr. hoho. it's COLDDDDD up there.

back

2006-12-09T11:52:00.000+08:00

back in singapore. i'm too lazy to blog abt anything. i'm flying off tmr again to thailand till next sunday. till then. we'll meet again. mayb i'll blog when i'm in thailand. there's loads of internet cafe thr. haha.

byebye!

2006-12-03T18:04:00.000+08:00

BYEBYE everyone,
this is gna be my last post before i leave. will be away from te 4th to the 7th of december. heh, till then guys. gg to parkway to get some stuff w mom soon then pack my bag when i get home. ayeee, what a hectic week for all who are involved in the 50th anniversary performance. hardwork paid off though. haha :D

church today was really great lah. just wna thank my God for everything in my life. really. i'm so blessed with a happy family, good food to eat everyday, good clothes to wear, good everything. BEST in the WORLD Pastors. best in the world leaders. i'll never exchange my life with someone else. really. i love it so much. never did i ever regret being made by my parents. never. to those out there who wonder why i love my life SUPERRR much, i have my God. my ever so loving God. yeap, my dreams will take me there.
2Corinthians 4:8-9
We are hard pressed on every side, yet not crushed; we are perplexed but not in despair; persecuted but not forsaken; strucked down, but not destroyed.
i will finish the race, and keep my faith.

bro

2006-11-29T22:48:00.000+08:00

oh how i miss my beloved bro. he's sick and down w diarrhoea. take care bro. <33
another thing! CONGRATS to darling Nicole! just knew you'll be able to do it :D
today, after school went to parkway with my gang of friends. haha. i lost my wallet! oh my goodness. but i dint freak out at all. i was just like. 'dang. gotta make new ez-link card' haha. but anyway, at night, i got a call from Parkway that someone returned my wallet! HOHO.thank you to that person who returned the wallet to parkway.
50th anniversary rehearsals are making me go nuts. hoho. i'd better get going to pack my bag for tmr. byebye everyone! (:

goodbye bro

2006-11-26T21:50:00.000+08:00

my bro's going to thailand for badminton trng tmr till.. the 17 of dec, when i meet him and come back with him from thailand. oh man. gna miss him. takkare of urself when i'm not there ah, boy! haha.
today was kinda alright. went to chinese swimming club in the morning, met ming yan there.
:DDD

oh man.

2006-11-23T21:46:00.000+08:00

i bought two pairs of jeans from fox today! haha. they're pretty. :D
my life's been rly great lah. with youth camp, choir, choir, and more choir. (: i like.
oh yarh, and sorry ming yan! :(

misssss

2006-11-19T23:11:00.000+08:00

Dear Gabriel,
i wonder if you still read my blog.
however, i rly hope you're reading this.
i suddenly miss you so very much.
:(
Love,
Alexandria

getting my hands...

2006-11-18T15:04:00.000+08:00

on this phone <333

feeling better.

2006-11-18T14:40:00.000+08:00

to the tkss sopranos! :D
you sang well for the concert! haha. i dint know that until mr kwei told us. but anyway, keep up the good work. (: so proud of you guys. as for the choir, haha. i dunno what to comment. we did well i suppose? haha! work on our speed together as a choir lorr! how, stephhh? (:

alex is feeling much better today after plenty of sleep. woke up this morning, decided to take a walk to school, to exercise! however, on the way, i decided to eat roti prata. hoho. it was nice. after that, came home and watched tv.
so many things ive gotta do today.
get new black pants for usher tmr,
learn up the SYF set piece to teach on monday,
clean up my room,
wash some of my delicate clothes,
do theory hw,
do filing for geog ws,
do chem hw,
do my OTHER, OTHER homeworks. haha

oh, and since ive been exposed to so much infomation on cherie's birthday today, i shall wish her happie birthday! haha. happie birthday girl! (:

funnehh!

2006-11-14T21:31:00.000+08:00

weijie and mingyan walked into the ladies today, where chery and i stood rooted to the ground, then all four of us burst into laughter! (((:

shopping (:

2006-11-09T21:34:00.000+08:00

hello hello. wah! mom and bro are back! they arrived yesterday, after spending one week in japan. bro went thr for badminton competition. mom accompanied. so well, during this one week, dad and i had lots of fun. we shopped. shopped, and shopped! (: bought too many things to mention here {actuallie too lazy} but i'm most proud of my puma shoes. haha. you'll get to see it somday. (:
oh yarh! truncated lessons has FINALLY ended. all the sec threes finally have freedom for some time before we start our hectic year next year -.- haha. this is gna be an exciting mth i tell you! there's gna be 50th anniversary rehearsalSSSSS. see the many 's'? it's almost everyday of the week. then there's church camp. there's candy weekend! =p there's more shopping. more choir. more partyys, more piano, more... oh man! december! there's gna be the malacca trip. howmany times must i mention this. i cnt wait for this. i miss gg overseas with the choir. :D
ohwell, let's write personal msgs for pple now. ((:

dear ian} i had to scrub my skirt yesterday to get the clamp's dirt off it! it's so gross. i'm so gna get back at you when i find another clamp, and manage to pry the shells open! :D
dear nicholas} you're such an interesting and fascinating guy! i'll miss your bio lessons we had at the beach. haha.yes, i truly miss you! haha. this might sound funny but i do! your funny funny funny jokes. haha.
dear luqman} stop playing with the soccer ball lah! later u become football head like arnold! (:
dear melson} you can do it! i believe you can! can see you've really studied for your exams tmr. jia you! (((((:
dear weijie} it's set. we're gna sneak out at night to have a nice drink! hoho. rie, dont worry. nthg de. :]
dear jenn} i promise i'll try to get my mom to allow me to go out with you and fl alright? sorry abt today! anw, keep shining. i love you dear!
dear fanglynn} hong kong milk tea women! haha. yes, we'll go out someday and shop kay? i rly miss shopping with you!
dear sab} hurry come back! i miss you!
dear jasmine} you're cute. haha. cute. rly cute. ok? ((((:
dear nicole} all the best for tmr! you can do it! i believe you can!
dear cheryl} hopefully you've gotten over it. people change lah. so it's alright! u still have a friend, a cute friend, a funny friend, like me! wahaha. :D cheers.

and last but not least, my dearest father. daddie. my dad! (: daddie i love you! thank you for taking care of me the past week when mom and bro were away. thank-you. though i had to sleep alone before u came back, it's alright. i know you've tried your best and given your time to me. thank-you for spending so much money on me. i know i'm a rly expensive daughter. and i thank God to have a father who can support my needs and wants. lol!ps, rmb the story of the adidas jacket? hoho!

a dear friend i've lost.

2006-10-28T19:37:00.000+08:00

My heart ached again once more, as i looked into the coffin of my dear friend, Danil. he was once my neighbour and we played together when we were younger. he was a childhood friend to me. i'll miss you, friend. i went to the funeral wake with ivan, mommie, daddie and auntie theresa on the first night. it was so quiet there. i walked into the room at memorial, holding back my tears. oh gosh, the feeling was cold. i wanted to be strong, but somehow or rather, tears fell from my eyes. i saw ivan, who was sitting beside me cry silently too. mom wept. dad put on his brave front. even now as i'm typing this post, tears are in my eyes. he's only 16. (he passed away on his bdae) my heart really aches at this point of time. the second night, went there with sheryl, ivan, etc.. many pple were there. the whole of SNYO was there to celeberate the life of this young man. about more than a 100 of us were there.
this has been the second time in this second half of the year i've lost a loved one. first was my grandpa. wonder how is he doing now. Good, i hope.
people come, people go. read this short poem\ saying from somewhere that says:
to meet,
to love,
and to part.
that's the saddest tale
of the human heart.
my condolences to his family.

today, went to school half an hr earlier so as i could do my theory hw, guess what! i brought the wrong book to do my theory hw. in the end, i could not do my hw. haha. oh well, sat with amirul. mingyan came a while, then left. after that we went to music room for choir :D it was fun today! steph, tenghui, amirul and i were at the back of the room. not to forget weijie, who was apparently almost paralysed today. (: take care ah! so well. we crapped, big time. sang songs, and danced around. haiyaa. mdm ng came to scold us during choir. then after that, she was telling us that we, as the leaders of choir should lead by example. imagine, chairman, vice-chair, student conductors all playing. oh man! =x sorry choir. im sure we're gna get scolded by mdm Goo soon as mdm ng told us that she would complain. o-0 oh no! nvm, i'm prepared. after choir, went lunch with louis, fiona and weijie. then went for piano, then home. (:

to mel:
hello friend! how's everything. :D see ya tmr. thanks for cheering me up just now. i rly appreciate it.

i'm back on usher tmr! ahh, cnt wait :D

i'm back, i hope.

2006-10-18T21:43:00.000+08:00

ive been rly lazy to come online for the past few weeks. amazing for alex i know. but somehow or rather, i dont see the fun and thrill in coming online? oh no, perhaps i've been influenced by my dad. he thinks that talking to friends on msn is just a waste of time and that talking on the phone is much easier. i used to think this was rly crappy. however, during the exam period, my mentality has changed. haha.

i've got so many things to write about! many, many! i dont even know when and whr to start. i should start with nicole. haha. i'm starting to rly love her! dont ask me why. talking abt her just makes me feel this warmth in my heart. oh my goodness. nicole! <3 i'm not les btw! haha. oh, what a nice way to start my post. nicole would love this post. nic, you can do it! you'll get promoted one. that i'm sure. ((:

alright. since i've talked abt nicole, i better talk abt jasmine. she has mesmerized me by her 'love spell' victoria secret garden's perfume\ body spray. it's nice. she's still as fun as ever during english class. we've got loads to talk as usual. after exams havent got scolded specifically by miss lian yet. because now the whole class gets scolded together. not bad aye? hah, i'm joking.

then there's my dear cheryl. she's improved in her math. both maths. congrats girl. and then there's alicia. she's the cutest girl ever lah! ((:

okay. here's dedicated to melson. hello friend! thanks for accompanying me to get my bag from the canteen cos i smuggled food up to class after PE and forgot to get my bag to class. haha. mel puts a smile on my face. you're bright mel. study harder ok? can one! (: God will be with you, always. just try your best, and God will do the rest.

let's move on. results! ive improved. yeah. improved! mayb it's cos i dont come online? nah, i'm joking. i studied quite a lot this time round. shall not elaborate. ohh, choir! i miss choir so much. had choir last friday and sat. fun! miss my juniors, so very much. pple like judith, andrea, huaixi, fedelia, nicole, jacelyn etc!! they're all so sweet, lovely. ahh, that's how God made girls. sweet and lovely, just like me! haha. i'm joking. thr's gonna be performance for mrs chan's farewell next week. interesting. wonder if she will cry. should be i guess? haha.

i'll continue with some more updates, mayb tmr! <3

<3

2006-10-06T15:54:00.000+08:00

find me at the cross,
down on my knees.
i thank you Lord for saving me. (:

i'm gonna start blogging after the exams. i promise. haha! :D
now for a short update.
got a new pair of red spects.half-framed. finally! (:
sick. cough, flu. sigh.
using a razer now cos my old phone's camera broke down.
i'm gonna get a new nokia phone soon enough. (:
red adidas shirt for tennis.
holidays. going to malacca w choir.
going to thailand, many provinces.
going to sydney or melbourne. not decided.
(:
exams are.. okay. no comments. haha! :D

cnt wait for exams to be over. cnt wait for 50th anniversary night!
dont ask me why. lol.

my piano teacher

2006-09-12T20:14:00.000+08:00

today was a rly weird day for me. to start my day w, i was awaken by my leg cramp. dont ask me how i can sleep until my leg got cramp. it rly sucks. got up, then fell back asleep when it was better. got up again, did nt have time to bathe. oh man. the feeling of nt bathing in the morning is rly disgusting. u feel all sticky and must i repeat, sticky. hah. reached school early, like 6.50. walked arnd sch alone, dont ask me why! i dunt have any idea why i do funny things when i dont bathe. it always happens. so well, prayed with fl, leon, mel, sab and biondi agn. i love praying. (: first two periods was english. got scolded and nagged by ms lian again cos i was talking to my darling jasmine, who's so in love with her puma bag. yes jasmine, nice, nice! :D after english, had two periods or A math lecture. sat beside miss ada tan, so could not slack. stayed attentive. and aft that was A math lesson. one period. i thank God for that. just one period, better than two. haha. cleared my doubts. then it was recess. what can i say. i walked arnd my classroom block again, alone. being alone at times is nice alright! :D went to 3F for a while to chat w fanglynn who was eating. haha. after recess was geog. lesson was alright. rainforest. save the rainforests! HAHA, it's so.. cliche. save the rainforests! the blah blah covers 9 countries and that it's hard to control deforestation blah blah blah. oh goodness gracious me. haha. i'd better score for this topic! then was chem. went to comp lab . cold. cold. cold. chem was for one period. and crap. i have to see my tan for some quiz. lol. to end the school lessons, we had chinese. aye, slacked. listened to miao wen [sp?] nicholas and kenneth do the drum beat thingyy. so lame lah. cheryl and i had a few go at it. i must admit it is fun. hah! :) chinese ended. after school, we had chem test. wah. madness. i know the key concepts rly well. but somehow i just could nt understand the questions. and my darling cheryl had to be irritating and tap the table to get me more anxious cos i was running out of time, big time! was left with 5 mins to finish my 15mcqs! oh my djie! =x thankfully jasmine collected my paper last for the girls. thanks dear. really. thanks. cos she dint have enough time to do hers. but then again, i have nt completed my paper. oh well. cnt be helped! gosh. mr tan, if you're reading this, i rly studied! i studied hard okay! after chem test, stayed in class and yuan jun came to help me in chinese compo. haha. handed up to teacher and mom fetched me home to have a bath, then headed straight for piano.

finally, i'm talking abt my piano teacher. she's essentric. the only word to describe her :D at the start of the lesson, i told her i didnt bring my scales book, cos i cant find it. which is rly true! however she did not believe me and still does not believe me that i dint bring it on purpose! cos she says that if i dint bring it, i knew she would nt test me. i rly cant find it lah miss tan! aye, then she started lecturing me, telling me that i will nt be able to do my grade 8 if this goes on again. cos i postponed my exams to march next year. she went on and on, threatening me. she wanted me to change teacher, like mr doggett, the principal. i wouldnt mind. he's my good friend. just that i couldnt really bring myself to say it. it wouldve been rly mean. so well. kept quiet. then she had rly weird topics! she started talking abt her past student. and that how nice her mom was to fetch her to her home but yet this girl, her student, would be lying in the car, not wanting to go for lessons. then she went on to tell me the reason. and how she found out the reason. the reason is because her student was taking ecstasy pills, and how she found out was that the girl's younger cousin told her that. oh gosh. and most appalling thing is that my teacher claims that i'm taking those pills now! cos i looked rly sick and sleepy. [thanks to studying chem the pervious night] and to add on to that! my teacher said that i looked love sick too. ahh! miss tan. :D that's not all. she continues abt her other student, who bought a baby grand [piano of course] and that it costs only $20400. i wouldnt say it's too expensive cos she bought it at a fare. haha. miss tan, miss tan. some things never change. this went on for more than an hr and when i tried to play my pieces, i could nt play them at all! kept making mistakes and all. it's like i dont have control over my fingers at all. i made mistakes at the easiest places of my piece. oh gosh. what's happening to me! she told me that she was rly angry w me and that she will be sending me home when time's up and that she wont be giving me extra lesson today cos she does not wanna see my face :( but funny thing after all these, i dont dislike her at all. infact, i learn how to appreciate her more. haha :D

i'm eating peaches and a pear now. mom prepared for me. talking to ming yan. haha.

holidays, i think not.

2006-09-05T14:19:00.000+08:00

here's the list of hw and stuff ive got to do for 'holidays'.

~~english compre and summary~~
~~e math quiz online~~
~~pure geog hw online~~
pure geog ws x2
chemistry
music elective
history elective
e maths ws & wb
a math wb
chinese hw (i've got a stack of ws for that)
chinese compo
social studies source base qns
tuition hw
theory hw

things happening is that i've got

~~choir practise on monday, 9am~~
~~tuition on tuesday, 11am~~
meeting at Gab's hse on wednesday, 12 noon
tuition on thursday, 3pm
recording on friday, 8am

wow, what an exciting week, haha. i better get going now. cant wait to finish the work i gotta do. with final year examinations round the corner, i gotta study rly hard. take care alex. (:

(:

2006-08-26T21:13:00.000+08:00

yesterday
lessons.. then choir. steph and i took warm-ups. gotta think of nicer ones! haha. after school got pang sei-ed by mingyan and cheryl. haha. they apparently went out tgt leaving me alone! so i went home w steph and all. hmmm. came home, took a bath. got dressed. then went to school bus stop to meet jonathan yong and lionel. they's so crappy. but anw, we took 16 to cine. ate thr. met the vs guy! he's cool man. haha. and he recognised me! cos before i met him at lau pa sar before, then i was like 'are u still in sop?' LOL! then his friends were like 'wahh! someone notices you!' but anw, he's in tenor now. HEHE. then walked to spore power audi for the taipei concert. fun or fun? haa. the soloist is really good. ahh. then there was a wide variety of songs, ranging from the baroque period to the 20th century and beyond. (: to be more specific, latin(if i'm not wrong), french, many crazy asian songs, hokkien songs, chinese songs, popular songs in the 80s, gospels and others, i have no idea. haha. oh well! there was like 3 encore pieces i think. ended with 'can u feel the love tonight' it's really good. hehe. after that went to cine again w ming yan, cheryl, jon yong and lionel. let's see. walked arnd. then when they went to pasta mania, glenn called to say he was leaving. so then, went to meet the other grp of choir pple. walked to somerset mrt station w them. alighted at eunos w glenn and weijie. glenn's parents fetched me to fei fei wanton mee there, cos they wanted to supper. then i walked home. reached home close to 12 i guess. haha. took a bath and KNOCKED OUT! (:

today
woke up at 7. reached sch at 7.30 for geog lessons with miss yap. she's a really good teacher! :D then after lessons slacked in sch w cheryl. then ate western food. shiok! haha. aft that, choir started at 10. fong, fong, fong, fong, fong. madness i tell you! i was w him for like 2 and a half hrs with the sops and altos. madness! he drove me nuts. {mayb that's how i got my fever. ah, i'm feeling super sick now lah. coughing non-stop. difficulty in breathing. sigh.} i hope you dont read this mr fong. haha! after choir went to parkway, then mom fetched me from thr for piano class. had fun w joshua during class today. we got each other into 'trouble' with our teacher, who is the principal of the music school who is also his godpa. lol. we both got malu-ed. oh well! after class, mom fetched me home. then slept, till 7 plus.mom ordered pizza. so ate that. ever since, ive been online. gg to practise my piano soon.

ohh. i've found my personal english vocab tutor. ian russel koh tze ming. have been talking to him online. haha. these are the words.

But You Didn't Think That They'd Come Crashing Down...No says:
byzantine...'it was a place of ~ complexity'
But You Didn't Think That They'd Come Crashing Down...No says:
rancour...'i learnt to accept criticism without ~'
But You Didn't Think That They'd Come Crashing Down...No says:
epitome...'zidane is the epitome of a model players'

there are some more, but i closed the convo already. haha. that's all for now. :D

time to update again!

2006-08-19T21:51:00.000+08:00

hellooo. it's been quite a long time since i updated. life's been full of ups and down. one moment everything's fine, the next u find yourself trying to salvage the things in life you've lost. right here, right now, i'm gonna find myself back from where i lost me. guide me Lord.

i love you grandpa.

2006-08-07T23:24:00.000+08:00

my grandfather departed from this world on the 5/8/06. my whole family misses him deeply. grandpa, rest in peace. i'll take good care of grandma for you. we love you.
(: